When I lie, I feel I'll die

 

When I lie I feel I'll die

Do I want to live? 

I've got no more to give

Nor will I give every penny to continue

Everything was the last 

But my breath and heartbeat pumping

Blissful morning but then the day

Oblivious evening but then there's night

What can I do but get and go

Push the day with involvement

With people that know lonliness

Of do or die and choose to do 

With the lights off

It feels like a coffin of oblivion

I'm ready to go

Even if you want me to stay

At least act that way

Feb 10, 2023